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I hate my life, so a girl cheats on me with her ex boyfriend, a girl i dated for 2 years and was engaged to calls me crying because he hit her and she wants be there and to come get her she knew before she went back him him that he did this, yet when she calls i run you know justin the nice guy, will do anything for her and anyone really, i never stand up for myself I would rather make someone else happy and not myself, I am always considered the nice guy the sweet guy and the friend, why am i never the bf guy urgh I am sick of being nice to people all i want is someone to love and to hold but all i end up with is someone who cheats on me and lies to me and doesn't treat me right, I went to a girls house who said she doesnt want me anymore after 2 hours and I still run because that is me the one who doesnt like to see someone being hurt but I am always hurting on the inside and no one cares. I have no idea what to do with my life anymore I just don't know, I want things to go back like it was when i was in love with someone I was my really self always happy and smiling, now i have to fake being happy, all i want is to fall in love again and hear that person say i love you and mean what words, maybe i need to be like the guys who go around saying i want to get in your pants and shit to get a gf but it isn't me i don't drink i dont smoke i dont do drugs i try very hard not to say swear words maybe i am too nice and need to do all the things i don't do become popular. maybe thing someone might notice me. I hate being a hopeless romantic believing in true love and soul mates when it all just seems like a lie and it will never happen to me. I want to have a girl to hold in my harms and when i am holdigh her all her problems go away and she feels safe like nothing will hurt her and it won't either, i want someone who when i look into their eyes no matter how mad or upset i am at them i cant stop myself from smiling, i want a girl to talk to on the phone until 3am even though we both need to get up early i want someone who i can say i love you to and she says it back and we both mean it with all our hearts, am i just silly and stupid for thinking i will ever get this, I think I am. sorry for the long rant as if anyone will even read it and care urgh i hate being depressed and lonely
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: my own thoughts
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing

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~puddin601
Justin
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:icontabbyjaffie:
Thank you for the favorite :)

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